About Janan

Born-again Servant of God, Blogger. I am passionate about my walk with Jesus, and my faith in God is paramount to everything I do. I hope you are encouraged by what you read here on my blog. I would love to connect with you and hear your Faith Story too!

Time slips away

Wow!  It has really been awhile since I have posted here.  God has been busy at work in my life.  I have been serving behind the scenes with Proverbs 31 Ministries and studying the Word with their Online Bible Studies, learning and growing more in Christ.  My husband and I have also been following Eagle Mountain Church and Kenneth Copeland Ministries via the wonderful Internet.  Isn’t it amazing how much we can connect through today’s technology?

None of this, however, should take the place of basking in God’s word and worshipping Him with our whole heart.  Oh how I love to worship Him!!  At home, at church, in my car, outside walking in His creation, on my boat, out on the water, everywhere I go!  He is worthy of our worship and worthy of our praise!

On this Sunday in August 2015, let’s all PRAISE HIM, PRAISE HIM, FOR HE IS WORTHY!!!

The Day I Became a Prodigal

There was a time in my life, at the ripe old age of 18, that I became a prodigal daughter.  This may not have been one of the proudest moments of my life, but it was life-changing all the same.

Nearing my high school graduation, with my whole life ahead of me, I chose to run away from home to marry a boy I thought I loved. He was a boy my parents would not approve of me marrying, and one I had “dated” secretly behind their backs. Of course I thought I knew more about life than my parents! My dad had once said to me that if I ever left home that I better take all my things with me because I wouldn’t be coming back, so I had cleaned out my room, taken what would fit in my car and disposed of the rest, and off I went!

Let’s look into the Word of God and relate my experience to the story of the prodigal son and his earthly father (who really was an example of our Heavenly Father.) Think about it, here was this son demanding his inheritance so he could go off and live life however he wanted to, and his father granted his wish.

Luke 15 tells the story this way: 13“And not many days later, the younger son gathered everything together and went on a journey into a distant country, and there he squandered his estate with loose living. 14“Now when he had spent everything, a severe famine occurred in that country, and he began to be impoverished.

The thing that impresses me most is that when this prodigal son “came to his senses,” he decided to return to his father. Did he know his father would take him back? Did he know his father still loved him?  I think he was pretty desperate at that point and knew his father was the only one who could help him, and I think he realized that whatever consequences awaited him would be better than the state he found himself in.

The bible says in Luke 15:20, But while he was still a long way off, his father saw him and felt compassion for him, and ran and embraced him and kissed him. This father loved his son and welcomed him back, even held a feast in his honor to celebrate. …for this son of mine was dead and has come to life again; he was lost and has been found.~Luke 15:24

So how does this relate to my story of running away? Well, even though I may have taken my dad’s comments to “take everything with me” in the literal sense, they apparently did not reveal his true heart and love for me. My dad and my brother came after me to bring me back home!! If I ever questioned my dad’s love for me, it was solidified that day.  Yes, my dad really did love me and he welcomed me back!  There was no feast or fattened calf, not even a party, but there was love, love and more love, that’s for sure!

Now think about our Heavenly Father and the example Jesus gave in the story of this younger son who demanded his inheritance and went and squandered it all, then came running back to his father for provision and sustenance since he had nothing left in himself!  I am certain that had my dad not intercepted me that day when I ran away from home, I most definitely would have suffered some serious and regrettable consequences and likely would have returned home to my dad asking for mercy just like the prodigal son of the bible!

Aren’t we just like that sometimes? We have to come to the end of ourselves, hungry, lonely, feeling defeated, destitute, broken, and then our Heavenly Father picks us up and loves on us, provides for us, and gives us victory over our defeat. Glorious, glorious love our Father hath lavished on us!!


Thank you Heavenly Father for your unconditional love for us.  Thank you that no matter what crazy thing we might do, You still love us and welcome us back with open arms when we return to you.  Thank you Father for not allowing us to stray beyond your reach.   There is nowhere we can go, nothing we can do, that is too far from your love, mercy and grace, to keep us from returning to your loving arms!

 

Serving God

Heard a great song this week while driving in my car.  Such a good message from John Waller,

“I will serve you while I’m waiting…I will worship while I’m waiting on you, Lord.”

Have you ever waited and waited, prayed and prayed, asking and believing God to do something for you, and yet it seemed like the answer was taking forever to come?

Jeremiah 29:11 says, “For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.”

Even when God promises us something, He will only give it to us in His perfect timing, and believe me His timing IS perfect.  He does have great plans for us, and He does give us hope and a future, but only according to His plan, when the time is exactly right.

It is, however, our job to be patient, to serve Him while we wait.  Even if we find ourselves getting discouraged, we need to continue to believe Him, serve Him, and worship Him while we wait for the plans He has for us, the plans to prosper us and not harm us, the plans to give us hope and a future.

And then look at the promise that follows in Jeremiah 29:12-13: “Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you.  You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart.”

You see, we may be waiting on God to do something, we may be praying and asking Him to move in a situation in our lives, and He makes these wonderful promises to us, but notice the requirement that He places on us to seek Him with all our heart!!  He wants us to give Him our whole heart, to love Him as He loves us.  He wants us to want Him, not just for what He can give us but for who He is.

So serve Him while you’re waiting, worship while you’re waiting on the Lord!!

Distracted by my In-Box

Not again! I just logged out of my email and realized I didn’t do what I logged in to do! Once there, that In-box distracted me yet again. All those new emails staring at me, blaring their subject lines, screaming “Open me first.” Next thing I know, 15-20 minutes have passed and I’ve long since forgotten why I logged into my email in the first place.

Got me thinking about spending time with God. Even with the best of intentions, daily distractions pull and tug at us, luring us away from the One who can help make everything work out right in our day. Proverbs 16:3 says to commit to the Lord whatever we do and our plans will succeed. And in Exodus 14:14 we read these words, The Lord will fight for you; you need only to be still. Be still….now that’s a difficult thing to do!

When I think about this, I realize that I can get so busy being busy, so lost in everything around where I’m going that I never get there, so absorbed in the immediate things in front of me that I lose sight of the important things I intended to do. So often when I want to spend time with God and in the Word, my mind wanders off to all the other things that need to be done. Sometimes that to-do list looms over me so much that I just lose track of what is most important.

Lord, help me to always put You first in my day. Draw me to Yourself and help me to focus on the important and not let the immediate overtake me!

A Gentle Answer Turns Away Wrath

The words stung like a knife. “How about if we all treat her to dinner to thank her for all the lovely ornaments she is letting us give out?” All the ornaments SHE is letting us give out? Are you kidding me? I contributed quite a few of those ornaments, and so did other coworkers. Why is SHE getting all the credit?

Reactions, perceptions, offenses, responses…What a difference words can make.

It was Christmastime and my coworkers and I were getting ready to go caroling at our local hospital. Along with singing the carols, we gave out ornaments to the patients to wish them a Merry Christmas and hopefully bring some cheer. Who wants to be in the hospital at Christmas, especially in a cancer ward???

It was a noble endeavor for us and we felt good about it, but then there were those ornaments. Someone had the idea for each of us to bring in ornaments from home that we no longer wanted and use them to give to the patients, as long as they were nice of course. We had tried making ornaments the year prior and they didn’t seem to hold up very well so we were looking for nicer ones but didn’t want to spend a lot of money to purchase them. It seemed like a good idea…. until SHE got credit for ALL of them!!

Well, at least it bothered me, but then maybe other people just weren’t bold enough like me to speak up; but was speaking up really worth the wrath that followed? I think not, now that I’ve suffered the consequences, and those consequences continued on for quite a while, and it even caused us to forego the caroling the following Christmas.

Thinking about Abigail’s response in 1 Samuel 25 when Nabal refused David’s request for food after watching his flocks, the way she immediately went before him in humility, showered him with food and gifts, intervened on behalf of her mean husband, makes me so wish I had responded differently in this situation. Makes me wish I had overlooked the comment the way Abigail overlooked her husband’s selfish responses.

Unfortunately, once the words are spoken from our mouths or put down in print, they are irreversible. The damage is done, and sometimes the effect cannot be undone no matter how hard we try.

We all want to live out a good testimony for the Lord, don’t we? But when we find ourselves taking offense to something someone said and reacting to it, we often tarnish that testimony. That is how I felt about what happened when I reacted about who was getting credit for those ornaments.

Humility. Not always an easy thing to carry out in our life. To be able to overlook an offense, to be able to let something go that really gets under your skin, to be able to truly leave it in God’s hands instead of taking into our own and lashing out…wow, what a struggle it can be!

But God is faithful! Let us always remember Proverbs 15:1, which says, “A gentle answer turns away wrath, but a harsh word stirs up anger.”

Lord, help me to always use Your gentle answer and never my own harsh words. Help me to remember who I am in Christ and lead me in behavior and speech that reflects Your character, not mine.

Faith of Jesus

I happened upon Creflo Dollar’s broadcast this evening and know it was a divine appointment made by the Holy Spirit.  He was speaking about the difference between what we had to do when under the law and what Jesus already did under grace.

I bet you have heard the saying, as I have, “I’m just a sinner saved by grace.”  Well, as Creflo pointed out, we are saved by grace (Glory halleluia!)  BUT, we are no longer sinners!!  Once we are saved, we are the righteousness of Christ!  The bible says that Jesus Himself is righteous and that “He justifies and accepts as righteous him who has true faith in Jesus.”~Romans 3:26b  When we have true faith in Him, He gives us His righteousness.  Glory halleluia!!

Romans 6:13 instructs us to “not continue offering or yielding your bodily members to sin as instruments of wickedness, but offer and yield yourselves to God as though you have been raised from the dead to life, and your bodily members to God, presenting them as implements of righteousness.”  We are to live as if we were raised from the dead because of what Jesus did on the cross for us.  We are to present ourselves to God as righteousness not as sin because Jesus lives in us and He gives us His righteousness.  Our sin died with Him on the cross.

Galatians 2:20 states that we have been crucified with Christ and we no longer live, but it is Christ who lives in us.  We are still in our body but we now live by the faith of Christ. Sin no longer has power over us and we should no longer think of ourselves as sinners.

We have to exercise faith in order to receive what Christ gave us when He died on the cross, but we don’t rely on ourselves for that faith; that faith comes from Him!  Him living in us gives us the faith we need to receive all that He did for us on the cross.  That, my friend, is exciting revelation!

II Corinthians 5:21 puts it this way: “For our sake He made Christ to be sin Who knew no sin, so that in and through Him we might become the righteousness of God.”

Time to celebrate my friend!  If you have true faith in Jesus and He lives in you, you are no longer a sinner but are the righteousness of Jesus Christ!

Praise His name forever!

My personalized version of Psalm 44:5-8:

Through you, Lord, I push back my enemies; through Your name I trample my foes. I do not trust in my own resources; they do not bring me victory, but You give me victory over my enemies. You put my adversaries to shame. In God I make my boast all day long, and I will praise His name forever!

And from Psalm 34:1-6:

I will extol the Lord at all times.  His praise will always be on my lips.  My soul will boast in the Lord.  Let the afflicted hear and rejoice.  Glorify the Lord with me.  Let us exalt His name together!

Will we mourn or rejoice?

Revelation 1:7, “Look, he is coming with the clouds, and every eye will see him, even those who pierced him; and all the peoples of the earth will mourn because of him.”

While reading this scripture today, the Lord gave me insight that I hadn’t really had before.  Sure, I’ve always known that His word says Jesus will return “in the clouds” and “every eye will see Him”, but today I noticed the end of the verse, “and all the peoples of the earth will mourn because of him.”

My dear reader, do you know Jesus, or will you be one who mourns at His coming?  You see, once we accept Jesus into our hearts, acknowledging what He did on the cross in payment for our sins, He comes to live inside us by means of His Holy Spirit.  At that point, we are no longer “peoples of the earth” but instead peoples of His spirit.  We will not mourn at His return but will instead rejoice because we will forever be with Him in Heaven for all eternity.

I Corinthians 15:50-54 declares that “…flesh and blood cannot inherit the kingdom of God…”  Peoples of the earth live out life in their flesh and blood.

Let’s break down what John 3:18 says, “Whoever believes in Him (referring to Jesus) is not condemned (this person has eternal life in Heaven with God), but whoever does not believe (the peoples of the earth who reject Him) stands condemned already (this person is condemned because of his own heart and actions) because he has not believed in the name of God’s one and only son.”  (We must acknowledge our need of a Savior, accept that Jesus is that Savior, put our life in His hands and live for Him the rest of our days, not living for the things of the world.)

So, which will it be?  Will you mourn or rejoice at His coming?  He is coming back soon and I hope you will be among those who rejoice at His return!

Stickers on my fruit

Trying to peel off a sticker from my apple this morning, I got to thinking how much I dislike stickers on my fruit!  Then the Lord spoke to me of how often things in my life can be just like those stickers!

Maybe it’s a habit I am trying to break, and maybe it is one that is relentless and just doesn’t want to be broken.  It can be like one of those stubborn stickers that insists on leaving a piece of itself behind on my fruit, which was the case this morning!

Then there are things in my life that seem easier to give up.  God showed me I should let these go and with His help I am able to do it easily.  They are like the stickers that peel off right away and I get to eat the whole fruit without spoiling the section where the sticker was.

While following Jesus is such an awesome experience, and I have such fun serving Him, there are certainly worldly things that He has asked me to give up, such as gossip, complaining, criticizing, grumbling, murmuring.  For sure, I don’t always do everything right.  Oftentimes I slip back into something God has told me to lay down and stop doing, but He is faithful to forgive me when I ask Him, and the Holy Spirit is gentle to remind me that I am doing something He told me not to do and help me stop doing it.

So when I think about the stickers on my fruit, I think about things in my life I’ve been able to peel away and continue on unaffected.  But then I think about things in my life that are a constant struggle to give up and realize they are more like the sticker I was trying to remove this morning, one that insisted on staying on my piece of fruit!  I had to bite off and throw away that spot on the fruit so that I didn’t eat that part of the sticker.  Sometimes God has to remove things in our life that can be painful in order to perfect what remains.  He wants to make us perfect just like Him, and I am certainly still a work in progress.

Thank you Lord that you remove all the stickers in my life, especially the ones that don’t want to let go of my fruit!!

“For the fruit (the effect, the product) of the Light or the Spirit [consists] in every form of kindly goodness, uprightness of heart, and trueness of life.”~Ephesians 5:9